Sunday, October 23, 2011
It's not that I don't trust him, I just....doubt him. Dia jenis persistent, kalau benda tu dia nak, dia nak jugak, kalau tak dapat terus mengamuk, but that doesn't make him a jerk in general, he just doesn't seem to understand yet how to control his desires, jadi berdasarkan teori aku ni, aku takleh strict sangat dengan dia, aku tak nak kongkong hidup dia, lagi rebel jadinya. So aku lenient.
Tapi risaulah jugak bila keluar malam-malam, curfew dia sampai Maghrib, takleh lebih-lebih, tapi bila hala tujunya ke Surau, susah sikit nak halang, yelah pergi tempat baik, masalahnya buat benda baik ke tak? Keraguan tu wujudlah bila denga laporan-laporan Maryam pasal dia mingle dengan delinquents, time orang ceramah dia main kat padang, and worse he's been lying. Tambah pulak Suedah cakap sekarang musim orang culik boys his age, makin risau dan makin liar imaginasi possible outcome nanti.
Ninja time. The plan was to go after Maghrib, spy on him, Isya' at surau and then go home like nothing happened, sampai je surau terus cari tempat jauh-jauh dan tersorok nak parking, tapi menghadap pagar masuk, elok je tutup engine, terus nampak Ahmad keluar dengan basikal dia, kalut terus, "IKUT DIA, IKUT DIA!" tapi nak spy orang kena slow-slow, kena smooth, jalan skit, parking dekat bawah pokok, nak tengok dia belok kanan ke kiri, ikut punya ikut, rupanya siggah rumah kawan sekejap pastu balik Surau.
Slack nya plan ni, sebab tak ada lelaki, kalau ada at least one guy, boleh dia access tempat sembahyang Muslimin tengok Ahmad ada tak dalam tu, susah-susah Maryam nak ngintai di sebalik kereta-kereta orang dengan penuh semangatnya tunduk dan menyorok. Haish, kalau orang nampak ni, suspicious benor.
Turns out, Ahmad really did go to the surau, really did listen throughout the ceramah, and really did come home after Isya'. Now I feel ashamed for doubting him in the first place, but still, I'm responsible for him so I deserve to doubt him (more or less), but going ninja was loads of fun with the suspense and stuff. There probably would be a 'next time' :D