Monday, October 31, 2011
People are always annoyed by learning institutes, be it a school or college or university, people are constantly complaining about life conquered by exam oriented systems: a pile of assignments with a dash of nerve wrecking exams to study for. So when the times comes for a holiday, a break from this so-called prison, we literally...go nuts.
Going to sleep before the break of dawn, waking up after lunch time, spending almost 24 hours in front of the computer, hangout with friends, eat all day, sleep all day, and that's the whole routine for the holiday. Don't kid yourself with the thought of doing homework or studying for the next semester, read my lips "That. Will never happen". Everyday is a useless cycle.
I got to be honest, I like school. I was in denial before, but I've come to my senses and embraced the ironic fact that I love school. I just love it. It's the only period where I feel..like I have a life. Being bound with schedules means a life to me, like I have a purpose to wake up and breathe. Today I'm gonna do this, tomorrow I'm gonna do that. I learn things and I have a light pressure to be serious about it and to actually pin it to my brain. I don't feel worthless to live. When I actually wake up to get ready for classes, I finally get to enjoy the morning breeze, I feel alive.
Being back to classes and exams relaxes me, a lot. I feel relief, like everything's going to be normal again. I'm honestly, really excited to be learning again.